fleshold
pathetic



open the sky
into an intimate sea
our minds merge
difficulty breathing
pathetic
surface tension
realadream
disappear without tears

open the sky

Drag the heart through a tarpit
a tornado inside spins in remission
satisfaction tear out the spine
the butcher of games is making his way inside

don't breath when you sleep or he'll enter
he can see in your head if you give him some air
you'll be uncovered it's so fucking eminent
you're gonna learn what I mean by despair

the sky's gonna open up in reaction to the sorrow I feel

the sky's gonna open up in reaction to the sorrow I feel
the sky's gonna burst in a rage drown the world in my tears
my fucking tears

the sky's gonna open up you're gonna live in my thoughts for a while

the sky's gonna burst in a rage
release the tornadoes tear off your smile

drag the heart through a tarpit
a tornado inside spins in remission
satisfaction tear out the spine
the butcher of games is making his way inside
drop! drop! drop!

into an intimate sea

A mind in slow motion
a wicked rotation

with both eyes closed you'll feel this presence
mentally pummeled Superior tunneled
feel your legs twitch, feel your legs twitch
try and move lose consciousness

I think I finally see the light

I am touched by somethings warmth
I think I finally see the light
into an intimate sea I am born
into an intimate sea I am born
into an intimate sea I am born

I'm lowered down caressed by millions of hands
into an intimate sea I am born
overcome by the beauty and passion
drifting forever in the ultimate song

into an intimate sea I am born

yours in the face that confused me
suffocate me with that smile you know
I can feel your presence
even here in eternal sleep
I can sense your moves beneath me,
as your mind rotates above me
there's no possible way you'll survive this
the forest is far too pure
you'll fade away into darkness
as I float away into pureness
no more sensory deprivation
into an intimate sea I am staying!

our minds merge

Spiritual oneness with myself
lay back and wait for the perfect mind
technical chaos master plan
by this throne of ice I command

power it comes...wicked surge
thorn in my mind...sexual urge
nothing is pure at least not yet, until our minds merge
our minds merge

like a genesis creating new life
in a fleshold connected inside
cry all your tears into my mind
in the most beautiful mix of color and sound
waves of cold caressed by warmth
together in death my thouths swarm...

burning your eyes with my brilliant face
I am the sun I am the sun of my race
my energy burns heart is ice cold
what the fuck is my name What the fuck is my name
lay your head back
feel the liquid that drips from my face
open your mouth now, lay out your tongue and taste
don't open your eyes yet
lay on me and embrace, I am fully inside of you now
explore, absorb
our minds merge
over time
this endless process, you'll find

difficulty breathing

Fixated stare on the unseen where have I been where
this isn't Earth something's missing, no oxigen, no, air
difficult to brathe inner conflict, air
the Virgin Mary raped in paradise
Mother Nature blackened negative life
an evil twist embedded in the brain of a human being
in disbelief, seeing is believing

Jesus Christ giving of himself
not a selfish thought to save everyone else

how must He feel now, blind faith and forgiveness
your pathetic inner-self
crown of thorns
nails driven through your limbs, dead and helpless
crucified before his peers
dried blood and tears
dried blood and tears

feel the twist, feel the screw
feel the hatred crush your spine, taste internal organs

wrath of Christ justify; wrath of Christ justify;
wrath of Christ justify; wrath of Christ will justify

a lizard crawls through the maze within your mind
opens doors opens doors you'd never find

his feet are soaked with your blood
discover internal flood
skipping on a path of self-destructive taste
think about yourself not about the human race
feel the twist, feel the screw
feel the hatred crush your spine, taste internal organs
choke on everlasting power
return to earth pathetic gray flower

gray flowers pollute the ground
depressing signs of life
final burst of energy grows to the sky
life shines inside

lizard crawls through the maze within your mind
opens doors, opens doors you'd never find

I am having
difficulty breathing

pathetic

Stranded, entombed, enveloped in fear
thoughts appear and disappear
mind is worn and dried of tears

you won't break me, never break me

full resistance won't fall down
disappointment and pressure all I have found

holding conversation with myself trying to make some
sense of the pressure in my chest and that noise in my head again
don't know how much longer I can take all of this now
better get some help before I shoot myself

this time, I won't hold back
comatose, it's all going black; motherfucker I will break you
that's right I'll fuckin break you

conceived, forsaken, turning away
liar, betrayer, my mind you played
bastard, bitch, rapist of mind
covered in dirt buried and dry
peel my skin tear out my mind

holding conversation with myself trying to make some sense of
this pressure in my chest and that noise in my head again
I don't know how much longer I can take all of this now
better get some help before I shoot myself

raped and burned left behind
raped and burned left behind
raped and burned left behind

surface tension

Surface tension
don't stare at me confused
the surface shows no sign of abuse
you, you're easily fooled and weak
a need for my air you breath

muscles contract as you swallow your tongue
suffocate in nefarious storm
throat constrict, paralysis
mind turn on body; subvert
I think I was born sick
I think I was born sick
I think I was born sick
I think I was born sick

a lethal dose of adrenaline issued throughout the body
spastic breath, speedball death
I can feel thing follow me

cover it up
see how long you can keep it inside
that irritated soul twisting and twitching out of control

I have somthing for you
my sorrow has turned to hatred
I have a nail for your head
I have control of you

actions were meant as a spike in your back
I can feel your soul convulse
lay on the floor of the prison you built
twist in your lover's remain

how do you feel now
do you know what makes me
how do you feel now
do you know what makes me

realadream

Drifting away from the real world again
my soul follows the wind

drifting afloat in darkness, traveling through time
ecstasy in control, approaching the darkness

awoken in water holding my breath
baptism against the will, preicse blow hand under skin
forcing the priest, underwater a struggle short-lived
before death violence cannot be controlled

step out of the pool dripping with blood
witness true fear in the eye
destroy imperious leader bringing life to torpid plane

look up to the sky see an image of torpid plane
feel biting cold

how long must I tread through snow eyes seeing nothing
a vast plane of white bloodsoaked lungs suspended
realadream! realadream!

my loss in perception of time burning caustic rain
protection completely damaged

flesh is scared, mind preplexed
anguish anguish

overcome by urge
finally rest, fall to knee in exhaustion
in a shining array of color and pain my soul slides out of my
skin spiraling downward as I escalate upward in transition
between dimension all the emotions in my entire life attack all the senses at once!

measures of life passing me by suspended in animation
I step into my body, scream for my life
strain to regain sight

skin severed and nailed to a table
insides exposed to the light

they notice my nerves are beginning to twitch
as I begin to regain my conscience
I can taste their twisted religion
and convulse as I gag on the stench

invert and open your mind to the temple
breathe in life that flows through dimension
divide into cells and embrace the trance
lift up your soul through dance

disappear without tears

Who's skin is this, on my hands again
who's skin is this, cold and dripping with life
who's skin is this, torn off your face torn from your back
hanging from the smile, who's skin is this

flowing rivers of green, run down your body
dividing into channels one leads to pure

carving a path in lead, a permanent river
a wicked urge without a mind
in a time not ahead or behind

flowing rivers of green, run down your body
dividing into channels one leads to pure
disappear without tears

disappear without tears emerge deported from my skin
involved in my journeys transition
appearing beyond free of all sorrow
I'm at one with the laughter I follow

the only pure thoughts I have get crushed by the sorrow
embedded within, happiness is gutted and left in the past
to rot in the wind, cut off my access in obtaining life cuz
I'll never fuckin let you rest
the unknown dwells in his dome
in my head I'm not alone
receiving thougths I know aren't mine
projected image sent inside!
I'll peel off your skin layer by layer
so it burns just to exist
peel off your skin layer by layer
so it burns just to exist!






fleshold is:

art direction and addition keyboards by Charles Macak

references & other groups


sarcophagus, oppressor, cyclone temple, dysphoria, body bag, broken hope, demented Ted, shock box, morta skuld, monkey hustle, sister machine gun, modog, cyanosis, flesh grind, cynic, wickerman, despondency, eric steel, cannibal corpse, corps vomit, lethal prayer, grip inc., neurotoxin, atrocity, forte, wargasam, cyanide, lethal compulsion, suffocation, dezecration, die warzau



cover photo by Chris O'conner, painting by Ray George